I was listening to a very good message by Nicky Gumbel, when an unexpected and unwanted lie slid into my mind. God must love Nicky Gumbel more than me. Look what he’s achieved. Great big, well-known church in London and Alpha, such a fruitful worldwide ministry. He must be one of God’s favourites. What have I done? I don’t even know anyone famous and successful.
Sunday, 25 October 2020
Bloom where you're planted
I was listening to a very good message by Nicky Gumbel, when an unexpected and unwanted lie slid into my mind. God must love Nicky Gumbel more than me. Look what he’s achieved. Great big, well-known church in London and Alpha, such a fruitful worldwide ministry. He must be one of God’s favourites. What have I done? I don’t even know anyone famous and successful.
Sunday, 18 October 2020
If I'd known ...
I was wondering recently what I would have done differently if someone had told us a terrible pandemic was coming which would affect the whole planet and completely transform our lives.
If I’d known we would be unable to travel and see family and friends, what might I have done? If I’d known that I couldn’t hug my children and grandchildren, how could I have prepared? If I’d know that going shopping would be very different, having to queue and wear masks. If I’d realised that even going to IKEA would turn into an awkward and unwelcome shopping experience.
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If I’d known that going to anywhere like a National Trust property would mean booking in advance, reduced numbers, social distancing, and then having to sit outside with a takeaway coffee and cake in the autumn chill, would I have stayed at home? If I’d known that social distancing meant treating everyone cautiously as a possible virus carrier and that our social life would be severely dented, what might I have done?
I feel as if we sleep walked into the pandemic, not having a clue what was facing us. At first it was quite enjoyable with the slow down in life but we didn’t have to home school children, while trying to work at home ourselves, in a small flat in the middle of a city. I didn’t lose my job nor was I furloughed. The pandemic is a great leveller. Everyone from the Queen to the humblest citizen had to stay at home unless they had an essential job, but it is the consequences now that have perhaps been the most shocking. Our whole lives have not returned to what was normal and it does not look as if we will ever do so.
What might I have done if I’d known? I’m not sure there is anything I could really have done except perhaps been prepared mentally. However that could have been counterproductive, as we may have imagined things far worse or quite differently. Someone recently asked why did God not warn us?
I don’t know but the one thing God has promised and in my opinion has proved very faithful is that he will never leave us or forsake us. My relationship with God, which was not that bad before, has deepened. I have never prayed as much or as strategically as I have in recent months. I have learned how to pray for nations and governments. I have learned to pray and trust God with the big things of life. I have learned to be thankful for everything and maybe that is what I might have done if I’d known …I might have appreciated all that I had with a far greater depth of thankfulness. I may have valued everything and not taken so much for granted.
I have also learned that ‘All things work together for good for those who are called according to his purpose.’ There is much good that has come out of this – the Church has emerged from its closed buildings onto the internet and has encountered so many more people.
The Church, along with many others, has reached out to the poor and needy in our society. I remember the singing vicar who walked his streets singing Christian songs to encourage his parishioners. The Blessing has become an anthem of 2020. There have been many inspiring stories as people have reached out selflessly to those in need.
Abroad, those living in the greatest poverty before are living even more fragile lives once coronavirus hit their countries. It has been so good to stand with them in prayer and finance.
There is now one absolutely certain fact. Everything has changed and almost certainly, nothing will go back to how it used to be. Life may not be what I want, but I’m going to appreciate what I have now and take nothing for granted. It’s no point complaining; we still have much to be thankful for.
God is working out a much bigger plan and purpose that should keep us focused, prayerful and expectant. We all have a part to play. The world needs Christians who can bring hope and life to those struggling with unemployment, debt, sickness and despair. There is a harvest out there and the Lord of the Harvest needs his harvesters ready with scythes and fishing nets.
I never realised 2020 was going to be like this and none of us knows what 2021 might be like but even if the virus is still challenging our lives, still bringing unexpected and unwanted change, still confining us and making our relationships challenging, God is faithful and trustworthy. God is in control.
Please leave a comment about what you might have done 'If I'd known ..."
Saturday, 29 August 2020
Love never fails
Recently, I watched the film Quartet again. It is a funny and moving story surrounding an old people’s home for retired musicians. What a lovely idea. Every year they hold a concert to raise funds for the home and every musician who is still able takes part.
Into this scenario comes a retired diva to live in the home, once married to one of the other residents. The air crackles with tension which is gently resolved. The finale is four of the finest operatic voices from their day singing the Quartet from Rigoletto.
I love the film which is extremely witty and filled with uplifting music. However I knew nothing about the opera Rigoletto or its storyline. I was shocked therefore to discover it is all about the debauched court of an Italian duke. It is bawdy and frankly vulgar as well as being a story of betrayal, revenge and murder. It is a true tragedy.
How can such a terrible tale have such wonderful music? Everything evil wrapped around by everything enriching and beautiful. How can it be?
I immediately thought of the Garden of Eden – God’s paradise on Earth. Totally beautiful, perfect and everything that is good into which comes evil incarnate. Why did God permit the devil to enter his perfect world?
The answer is love.
William Shakespeare wrote ‘Love is not love that alters when alteration finds.’
God is love and he does not change even when evil comes into his perfect world. True love is not fickle, it doesn’t give up. As we read 1 Corinthians 13: 4 - 8, we see what true love is really like.
4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonour others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.8 Love never fails.
The reality is that love has to be freely given and freely received. Love permits terrible choices to be made - to choose evil over good even though the consequences are terrible.
God allowed the devil to deceive Eve even though the outworking would be tragic. If he had stopped her or not let the devil into the Garden, it would be a form of manipulation and control, not love. Eve’s decision, freely made, led to the destruction of so much of God’s incredible creation and cost the life of his Son.
But love always wins. Romans 12: 21 says, Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good. Love overcomes even terrible wickedness. In the end God will have his way – he will restore his beautiful creation, planet Earth to the perfection he always intended. This time evil will be completely destroyed and Man, the highest of God’s creation, his redeemed ones who have freely chosen him, will inhabit this restored world for all eternity.
It never fails to move me deeply. The perfect Son of God killed in the most barbaric manner in order to save his wayward, sinful and uncaring creation, Man. That is true love.
Friday, 31 July 2020
Show not tell
the work of your fingers,
the moon and the stars, which you have set in place,
human beings that you care for them? Psalm 8: 3- 4
Wednesday, 1 July 2020
The benefit of hindsight of lockdown
Wednesday, 24 June 2020
Social distancing to bring the presence of God
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River Jordan today |
Tuesday, 9 June 2020
Presence in the days ahead
Saturday, 30 May 2020
Reset for Righteousness
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One of the phenomenal blessing to the nation |
See, I am doing a new thing!
Now it springs up; do you not perceive it?
I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland.
Sunday, 26 April 2020
Be still and know that I am God
Monday, 20 April 2020
A New Normal?
I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland.20 The wild animals honour me, the jackals and the owls,
because I provide water in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland,
to give drink to my people, my chosen 21 the people I formed for myself
that they may proclaim my praise. Isaiah 43: 19 – 21
Monday, 23 March 2020
Overcoming fear in fearful times
he sits enthroned between the cherubim, let the earth shake.
Let them praise your great and awesome name – he is holy. Psalm 91:1 – 3
The first thing we can do is deal with our own fear. We can never help others when we are bound by fear. A great start is to declare Scriptures such as these out loud .
We can pray confidently for God to protect us using Psalm 91 or by taking communion each day. Remember that by his wounds, we are healed (Isaiah 53: 5). As we take the bread let us approach God confidently for healing; his perfect body took our sicknesses and exchanged them for health and wellbeing. As we take the cup, let us pray the blood of Jesus over our families and loved ones, our leaders and our nation. The blood is a sign of the New Covenant that God will be our God and will protect and look after us.