Gethsemane - the cost

39 Jesus went out as usual to the Mount of Olives, and his disciples followed him. 40 On reaching the place, he said to them, “Pray that you will not fall into temptation.” 41 He withdrew about a stone’s throw beyond them, knelt down and prayed, 42 “Father, if you are willing, take this cup from me; yet not my will, but yours be done.” 43 An angel from heaven appeared to him and strengthened him. 44 And being in anguish, he prayed more earnestly, and his sweat was like drops of blood falling to the ground. Luke 22: 39 - 44

There was no other way, no other way for us to be free. Jesus loves us so much and wants us to be free, to spend forever with him, so there was no other way. Only a perfect sacrifice, only a man could make the way for sinful people like you and me to be saved from our sinfulness, shame and guilt. And I hear Jesus say, ‘It was worth it.’  

The victory of Calvary was first won in Gethsemane, that place of ultimate submission to the will of God. It was a garden of prayer, somewhere Jesus and his disciples had used before but here, on that night, the full weight of yielding to the will of God, to fulfil his destiny as Saviour of the world rested on Jesus, and it was a weight almost too heavy to bear. 

Everyone in first century Palestine would have known and seen crucifixion, the most barbaric form of execution. The weight of that on any man would have been crushing but to know that his death would mean taking the sin of the world on himself, the wrath of God falling on him. That terrible punishment, freely taken in our place, would lead to separation from his heavenly Father that was so excruciating that Jesus sweated drops like blood. Jesus begged for this cup to be taken from him but knowing it had to be done, he yielded to the Father’s will. 

Jesus knew the cost and he did it. He didn’t make excuses. He knew he was about to be betrayed, abandoned, and denied by those closest to him and still he surrendered because it was for people just like his disciples that he was doing it. Those he loved, weak and vulnerable people like you and me. The depth of love that took Jesus to the cross is almost incomprehensible. 

Our only response has to be, ‘thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for all eternity, thank you.’ Again, I see him smile with such love and hear him say, ‘It was worth it.’

The cost of following Jesus

The Christmas story tells us of the worship, love and adoration shown to the baby Jesus by the shepherds and later the wise men, but what is our response? 

My mind immediately goes to Christina Rossetti’s carol In the bleak midwinter: 

What can I give Him, 

Poor as I am? 

If I were a shepherd I would bring a lamb, 

If I were a wise man I would do my part, 

Yet what I can I give Him, 

Give my heart. 

Or more recently Chris Tomlin’s beautiful modern carol Adore: 

Wise men bring their treasures,

Shepherds bow low, 

Angel voices sing of peace on earth, 

What have I to offer To heaven’s king? 

I’ll bring my life, my love, my all. 

We’ve known from childhood that there is nothing we can give to Jesus that is of greater worth than ourselves, our hearts, our lives. It’s a sobering thought that even all the treasure in the world counts for nothing compared to our lives. That is the greatest treasure because that’s why Jesus came - to seek and to save the lost (Luke 19: 10). That was his commission and that was me until Jesus pursued and won me with his love. I was lost. 

The reality though is that to give Jesus our love, our life, our heart is incredibly costly to us because it means giving up everything – my time, my emotions, my money, my possessions, my thoughts, my words, my preferences, my opinions, my choices – everything has to be laid on the altar and for sinful people like you and me that is hard – very hard. 

Jesus gave it all up for us – glory, majesty, power and he calls us to the same path – following in his footsteps or discipleship. Jesus said, ‘Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross daily and follow me'. Like everything of the Christian faith that is hard, it is also worth it. 

It’s fairly easy to put our hands in our pockets with our tithes and offerings, do works of service (and I am not knocking these) but a life of yieldedness to Jesus means giving up a lot more than money and time. It’s all in. 

But the result is the greatest love affair of all time. It means walking in love with Almighty God, knowing his abundant life poured into our lives as we yield and give way to him. It’s the adventure of a lifetime. Mary, Jesus’s mother walked this path; the highest privilege and the greatest pain but when we get to see her in eternity, I am sure she will say something along the lines of 'It was worth it but don’t worry about me, worship my Son, give him your all, – he is worth everything'.